“I’ll Be There For You” by Louise Cuddon


I’ll be there, my darling, through thick and through thin
When your mind’s in a mess and your head’s in a spin
When your plane’s been delayed, and you’ve missed the last train.
When life is just threatening to drive you insane
When your thrilling whodunit has lost its last page
When somebody tells you, you’re looking your age
When your coffee’s too cool, and your wine is too warm
When the forecast said, “Fine,” but you’re out in a storm
When your quick break hotel, turns into a slum
And your holiday photos show only your thumb
When you park for five minutes in a resident’s bay
And return to discover you’ve been towed away
When the jeans that you bought in hope or in haste
Just stick on your hips and don’t reach round your waist
When the food you most like brings you out in red rashes
When as soon as you boot up the bloody thing crashes
So my darling, my sweetheart, my dear…
When you break a rule, when you act the fool
When you’ve got the flu, when you’re in a stew
When you’re last in the queue, don’t feel blue
’cause I’m telling you, I’ll be there.

On Love


I want a partner. A best friend. Someone I can tell every part of my day to. Someone to laugh with. Someone who contributes to my life. Someone to be affectionate with. I want to go out with you, to kiss you, to hug you. I want to do chores with you and do absolutely nothing with you. I want to share all of the moments with you. I want to communicate as much in silence as we do when talking. I want to enjoy small everyday gestures together. I want real love, where everything and where nothing is on the line. I want to wake up and go to bed every day with you by my side.

I had that, and it was destroyed.

I want it forever this time.

My Core desires

My Core Desired Feelings

Savor- I want to savor life. I want to feel it, smell it, touch it, breathe it, be it. I want to have that MMMMM feeling in everything I do.

Unbroken- perfect, complete, wild, intact, whole, undistrubed, undivided, properly belonging.

I'm beginning to think that more sculptures should come out of walls.

liberated-free, not bound by anything

Core Desired Feeling: Vital #DesireMap

joy- happy, positive, laughter, optimism, lightness, delight, satisfied, luxury

Core Desired Feeling: Wholehearted #DesireMap

overflowing- full, generous, elated, passion, shared, to good to keep to yourself

Core Desired Feeling: Vital #DesireMap

A secondary phrase that really touches my is

Sacred Silence- I love this because I find so much peace in just sitting in silence, especially out in nature. It grounds me, it helps me work through my stuff and it just feels good.

float on.

How do you want to feel?

So you want to be a billionaire

Excerpt originally shown here.

She then offers some advice:

“Shift your focus away from what you want (a billion dollars) and get deeply, intensely curious about what the world wants and needs. Ask yourself what you have the potential to offer that is so unique and compelling and helpful that no computer could replace you, no one could outsource you, no one could steal your product and make it better and then club you into oblivion (not literally). Then develop that potential. Choose one thing and become a master of it.  Choose a second thing and become a master of that.  When you become a master of two worlds (say, engineering and business), you can bring them together in a way that will a) introduce hot ideas to each other, so they can have idea sex and make idea babies that no one has seen before and b) create a competitive advantage because you can move between worlds, speak both languages, connect the tribes, mash the elements to spark fresh creative insight until you wake up with the epiphany that changes your life.

The world doesn’t throw a billion dollars at a person because the person wants it or works so hard they feel they deserve it. (The world does not care what you want or deserve.)  The world gives you money in exchange for something it perceives to be of equal or greater value: something that transforms an aspect of the culture, reworks a familiar story or introduces a new one, alters the way people think about the category and make use of it in daily life. There is no roadmap, no blueprint for this; a lot of people will give you a lot of advice, and most of it will be bad, and a lot of it will be good and sound but you’ll have to figure out how it doesn’t apply to you because you’re coming from an unexpected angle. And you’ll be doing it alone, until you develop the charisma and credibility to attract the talent you need to come with you.

Have courage. (You will need it.)

And good luck.  (You’ll need that too.)”

Read more at http://www.businessinsider.my/elon-musks-first-wife-explains-what-it-takes-to-become-a-billionaire-2015-4/#MT1sfdbY0rZazt2k.99