I hate not talking to you.
I hate that is was so easy for you to just cut me off. I’m struggling so intensely not to fall and be the one that tries to call your first.
I dreaded the thought of dating so much and then I met you and didn’t have to.
I went on a date last night and it was terrible. He was nice enough but not what I wanted. I hate small talk and the initial stages of getting to know someone. I hate that I wasted a night on something that will never work..
I know you’re not right for me and that it is for the best that it ended when it did. But I’m sad and angry and I feel this hole in my heart again.
I just want my person and I want to feel happy and fulfilled.